DargonZine | Volume 20, Number 2 |
top a piling, the figure sat motionless in the darkness and stared
at the ship docked nearby. Anyone who looked in the direction of the
piling from the ship would have seen at most an inky blot. They would
have missed the blue skin, the iridescent scales, the eyes aglow with
reflected light. They would also not have seen the fish clutched in
taloned hands, or the look of anguish on the wet face.
Danae could smell the fish's blood running down her cold hands and
across her scaled thighs. She wanted very badly to raise that fish to
her thin lips and rip it apart with her pointed teeth. She could all but
taste the metallic tang of its flesh on her tongue. In her mind,
however, words of warning chanted angrily, telling her not to, warning
her that it would be the last thing she ever did. So she sat, and
watched, and waited.
Blen Sailmaker lifted the brush up off Danae's smooth, brown skin
and set it back in the inkpot, steadying the small vial against the sway
of the waves.
"That'll do it, I think."
Danae stood up, craning her neck around to view the spot on her hip
where her shipmate had been working. She turned her torso to better
catch the thin, autumn sunlight that was streaming in the porthole of
the Friendly Lion. The lines he had drawn on her hip still glistened
wetly, but she could see that they were well placed.
"Straight, that'll do it." She set a Drin down on the table before
him in payment. "Don't drink it too fast."
"Do you have anything else?" he asked, eyeing the coin with a
slight frown. "Sometimes I have trouble spending Shapkan."
"Hernorala could spend it," Danae replied offhandedly as she
reached for her shirt. She had stripped down to her maiden cloth so that
Blen could wield his brush. She watched as his face lit up at the sound
of his sweetheart's name.
"That she could," he said, taking the coin and flipping it into the
air. "Spending my coin is the one thing she is very good at."
"Just the one thing, Blen?" Danae asked, stepping into her
breeches. She tested the ink on the last of the repaired lines before
pulling her pants up. It was still just a bit tacky, so she left the
canvas trousers set low. The rest of the drawing was dry. She admired
the cleanly drawn images of fish scales that adorned her dusky flanks.
"If one thing is all she's good for then why do you seem to spend your
every waking moment with her when we dock in Dargon?"
"Oh," Blen replied quickly, not seeming to catch the tease in her
voice, "she's good for lots of things." He stood, pushing the cork back
into the ink bottle as he did. "Her cooking's the best in Dargon! How
else do you think Sandmond can keep that inn of his open? And she can
sew too, not like a sailor, but fine, lacy stuff, seamstress-like. And
--"
"Straight, straight," Danae interrupted. "I was just teasing you,
not asking for a manifest."
"Why don't you get that drawing tattooed on?" Blen asked as he put
the ink and brushes away. "This is the third time this trip I've redrawn
that for you. And those black lines don't show well against your dark
skin. I know a woman in the Old Town who can tattoo in white. She could
put it on so it wouldn't ever wear off."
"No thanks," Danae replied. "I like it just the way it is. Thanks
for the thought, though. I don't trust Kodo, and Kitley's hand shakes
too much."
"You can always ask the captain."
Danae hesitated, then replied softly, almost to herself. "You're
right. I don't know why I don't. He just ..." Her voice trailed off.
"He likes you," Blen replied. "He does. You'll see."
Danae nodded, then returned to the earlier topic. "Why don't you
just marry her?"
He frowned. "No, this is no life for her. She likes her job. She
likes the land."
She rolled her eyes. "That sounds like an excuse to me."
"No, no ..." he said, eyes downcast, voice dropping.
"Well, why don't *you* ...?" Danae left the question unfinished.
She knew the answer. Just then Kodo's voice bellowed out from the bow.
"All hands!"
Silently the two left the cabin and returned to work.
Docking at the port of Dargon went uneventfully, as did the task of
relieving the Friendly Lion of the cargo she had hauled up from Armand.
Captain Tennent soon distributed the pay to his crew and released to the
streets all but Kodo, who was to take first watch. The captain then
headed up the pier, stopping on a nearby dock to trade news with the
captain of another merchant vessel. Pay in hand, Blen was gone in a
instant, bee-lining up Commercial Street for the Street of Travellers
and Sandmond's Inn, where he would meet with his sweetheart. Kitley
followed, albeit more slowly. His aged feet were taking him up the
street towards the burned out piers where rumor had it a new bathhouse
was being built, along the lines of the ones in Port Andestn. Those
baths were fed by ancient aquaducts with water from natural hot springs
leagues away, and were known for their healing qualities.
Danae doubted the new baths would be quite as impressive, but also
was curious and wanted to investigate. She resolved to follow Kitley,
curious about these baths, wondering if they were like the ones she
remembered from her own home, far to the south. Her pace was measured
and even, nonetheless. It was an unusually warm day for Seber, and the
air was still and filled with the smells of the city. She wandered
slowly along the road, observing stevedores laboring, street vendors
peddling, merchants dickering. About her swirled a pageant of dress and
dialect and diction. Her own dark skin drew little notice, unlike deeper
into the city where her unusual appearance might be the occasion for
unwelcome attention.
Danae found herself standing at the corner of Commercial Street and
the Street of Travellers. She considered going up the road to Sandmond's
Inn for a drink, but decided against it, and kept walking. Somehow the
idea of meeting Blen and his girl seemed somewhat odd. Even after a year
and a half on the Lion, Danae still felt like an outsider. The ship had
docked at Sharks' Cove for repairs after a pirate assault had damaged
her rigging and killed one of the crew. Blen had met Danae on the
street, and she had signed on, eager to leave that blighted city. Life
onboard was not as hard as life on the street. Her work consisted of
cleaning and mending and whatever else needed to be done. She got along
with all the crew well enough, and with Blen best of all, but she wasn't
completely comfortable around any of them.
Danae continued to walk the length of Commercial Street. At the end
she found a small crowd that had gathered. Danae worked her way close
enough to see what was happening. It turned out to be the site where the
new baths were being built. Warehouses had once stood there on a long
pier, but had burned down. The wreckage left over from that fire was now
gone, and the frame of the new building was going up. At the far end a
huge fireplace was being erected. A steady stream of workers were
hauling stones for the furnace down from the shore in carts, and then
carrying them up ladders to the masons. It didn't look like harder work
than Danae had just done in unloading the ship, but it was probably much
less interesting.
Danae noticed several women in the stream of workers hauling stone.
One in particular stood out due to her young age. Her pale skin was
coated with dirt and mud, leaving it almost the color of Danae's. Seeing
this girl at work on a construction site reminded Danae of being a young
woman in a strange city for the first time, doing odd jobs for food. It
had been exhilarating and terrifying in equal measures for Danae, who
had just left her home. Life and death had seemed much closer together
back then. This girl was younger than Danae had been, though, and better
fed. She would no doubt be going home at sunset. This job was probably a
way for the girl to earn her family some extra coin, and was perhaps
even a diversion from a less exciting apprenticeship. Danae had not
returned home, and indeed had left that small city for another further
up the coast, which she in turn left for another one. Danae had not had
a home in a long time. She watched the workers with their stones for
several menes before turning back toward the city.
The coin Captain Tennent had distributed to the crew was generous,
but the prices in Dargon always seemed designed to most quickly part a
sailor from her wages. Danae was careful to visit the shrine of
Cirrangill before the marketplace, knowing that she would tend to spend
more money than she wanted to if she kept it on her person. She paid the
customary price for a length of rope from a widow at the door, then tied
it to an old fish net draped over the idol inside. Cirrangill was not
who she had worshiped as a child, but she had left her southern gods
when she left her home. Her duty done, Danae turned her feet and
attention to the nearby market. Captain Tennent provided basic
provisions for his crew, but a diet of biscuit and pulse was always
better when mixed with some salt and spice. Danae quickly found both,
along with thread and fine needles, honey and balm. She bought a small
mirror, to replace one lost at sea, and paused at a stall selling rugs.
"What is this?" she asked the keeper, fingering a mat with a
fanciful image embroidered on it.
"Three Royals, not a Penny less," came the swift reply from a
sharp-eyed woman seated on a three-legged stool.
"I meant the image," Danae replied. "What is it?"
"That's a ship being pulled under by the great sea hag. Surely a
sailor like yourself should know that." The woman eyed Danae critically.
"I've never seen one," Danae replied. "Of course," she hastily
added, "no one who does lives, straight?" She turned away to hide a
smile.
"True that is," the woman replied. "Now then, that's a very fine
piece, there, suitable for the finest company. I used real gold thread
in the tentacles of that one, I did."
Danae peered at the rug closely, then backed away. "Too dear for my
purse," she explained, and went on her way.
Danae's purse was much lighter by the time she found herself once
again at the corner of the Street of Travellers. By then it was dark,
and she didn't hesitate to set her feet straight toward Sandmond's Inn.
There was a small knot of sailors and other evening drinkers clustered
in the yellow light at the door. She recognized one or two from previous
visits to Dargon, and she gave a very familiar whack to a somewhat
familiar rump as she went in, propelled by a burst of rowdy laughter.
There was an empty place on the end of the long table, near the kitchen
door, and she took it. She glanced into the kitchen as she did, but, as
she expected, neither Hernorala nor Blen were visible. They were no
doubt off on a quiet rendezvous.
Danae obtained a flagon of ale and settled in for dinner. The
barmaid brought a bowl of fish soup, and Danae cooled it with a splash
of her drink. She slipped her hand under the waistband of her trousers
and touched the painted fish scales on her hip. She closed her eyes and
muttered something under her breath. She then lifted the bowl to her
lips and drained it. The next time the barmaid passed by, Danae
requested stew. When that arrived, Danae again cooled it with her ale
and ate it hastily. She drained her flagon and ordered another, with
more soup. It went down just as fast. Once done, she again touched the
lines and uttered a phrase. She ordered still more stew, but this she
ate hot. Next came buttered bread and root paste, followed by sweetmeat
pie and wine. The server offered fruit pie, a slightly incredulous
expression on her face, but Danae held up her hand. "That'll do."
"That'll do." Those had been the first words Danae had ever heard
from Captain Tennent's mouth. She had been standing in the cabin of the
Friendly Lion, where Blen had led her after first meeting her on the
docks at Sharks' Cove. Those words weren't what she had been expecting,
or hoping for. He had treated her kindly enough, and that had sustained
her in the months of hard work that followed, but she still felt that
hollow spot in her soul. She knew why, and in her mind she dismissed it,
but every time she looked at him, she saw her father for an instant.
Tennent had treated her fairly, and the crew welcomed her presence.
She was different enough from Frog, their former crewmate, that she
didn't feel like a replacement. Danae was becoming used to the crew,
too. The last storm they had met at sea had strained their bonds,
though. She still remembered the shock of the cold water when she had
dived overboard to rescue Tennent when a wave took him. In her mind she
could still hear his screams from when she had found him, so far from
the ship. She tried to push that thought from her mind, but she
couldn't. He had fought her all the way back to the ship, not knowing
what had seized him. None of the others had known she had gone for him
-- she had made sure of that. She had wanted to tell them, but she could
not, and that secret now lay between them.
"Another one, sailor?" Danae looked up at the barmaid. She was a
different one, young and skinny. Danae studied her face for a moment.
There was a gauntness to it, as if the days had not been kind of late.
There was a peculiar hunger in the woman's eyes. The barmaid met Danae's
eyes, and swallowed hard. After a moment's hesitation, the barmaid
awkwardly touched her neckline, exposing a finger-breadth's more bosom.
Danae smiled grimly at the misunderstanding. "Ale," she replied
huskily. "One more before I go." The barmaid smiled with relief and
left. Danae shook her head at the wave of memories that came to her,
grateful that they were not as steeped in misery as that poor girl's
must be. Danae had found a home on the Friendly Lion before the deeper
hunger had set in. It was not just a hunger for food, either, although
her stomach's painful calls had beckoned all too often enough.
Danae looked around her. She was surprised to see that the tavern
was much emptier than when she had come in. She wondered why, then
realized how much time had passed. Had she missed her watch? No, she
consoled herself, hers was the early watch, many bells away.
Captain Tennent would be taking this next watch. No, she had just been lost in
thought, that was all. The long table was empty save for a couple of men
at the far end. The barmaid reappeared with a mug and a smile. Danae
quietly rewarded her with double coin and a sympathetic nod, which
elicited a happier smile. Danae stared out into the emptying room as she
drank.
"Blen."
Danae's attention peaked at the sound of her fellow sailor's name.
She looked around. There was no one nearby, but the kitchen door was
nearby and stood open.
"And you think they will?" This voice was different than the first,
and came from inside the kitchen.
"Wouldn't you?" This was the first voice again, a man's. "Away at
sea for months, and then here you are at night with your lover?"
"You don't know that they're lovers," countered the second voice, a
woman's voice.
"Oh, come on, don't be such a virgin! They'll be at it 'til dawn!
Ever since he left, Hernorala's had nothing but his name on her lips.
It's driving me nuts!"
Danae stirred herself up and stood, wobbling only a bit. She
suspected the ale was watered after a certain bell, when the sailors
were too drunk to notice. She took a step toward the kitchen door,
intending to enter the conversation.
"So, what did you do to her?" Danae froze. This was the second
voice.
"I didn't *do* anything *to* her," countered the first voice, a bit
petulantly. "It's not like that."
"You said you were going to get rid of her."
"I did not! I just said she would be leaving soon!"
"And then you would be head cook."
"Look, I'm not trying to hurt her, or him. She wants him to stay
here with her, and I bet he does too, but you know these sailors. They
got the wanderlust, and just can't keep their feet dry. I'm just giving
her an excuse to go with him, that's all."
"So what did you do?"
Danae pressed herself against the wall beside the kitchen. She
looked out at the rest of the room, but the eyes that saw her were
dulled with drink and indifference. She quieted her breath to hear
better.
"Well, your virginal Hernorala came back from the market with a
tiny, little, pink bottle today."
There was a small, delighted gasp. "Maidenkeep?"
"Or something like it. And you saw what she changed into before she
left. There was so much lace in this kitchen you'd've thought we were
the Lucky Lady!"
"Ol's balls!"
"Blen's balls, more like it."
"So what did you *do*?"
"I swapped it."
"What? You swapped what?"
"The Maidenkeep, or whatever it was that was in her little, pink
vial. I dumped it out and poured in some of this."
There was a pause and another happy breath.
"Nightfruit brandy! And a great bottle of it! What are you doing
with this much love potion?"
"Sandmond keeps this bottle behind the meat cabinet," the first
voice explained. "I expect he sells it to the occasional barmaid who
wants to earn a bit of extra coin."
"Sandmond wouldn't do --"
"Or, whatever, I don't care. All I care is that when they drink
this, they'll be climbing the beanpole until dawn, and she'll be as
knocked up as a thirteen-year old bride after Melrin."
"Oh, Sandmond won't have that. You know how he likes us to have a
figure." There was a pause. "But by the time she's showing he'll be long
gone. What's she going to do until he gets back?"
"What do you mean?"
"Well, how's she going to get by without the work?" There was a bit
of heat in this question.
"What, that's not my problem, now is it?"
"What do you mean, not your problem? This whole thing is your
doing!"
Danae didn't wait to hear any more. She headed for the door. She
burst out into the night and started running up the street towards the
docks. It wasn't until she got to the corner of the Street of Travellers
that she stopped, realizing that she wasn't sure where to go. She had
thought to warn the amorous couple, but they wouldn't be at the ship.
They most likely were back at Hernorala's place. She turned around, and
bounced right off Captain Tennent.
"What's your hurry, sailor?" he boomed at her. "I saw you running
up here and I thought you might have the guard after you."
"No sir. Have you seen Blen?"
"Yes, just a few menes ago. He was in a rush too, him and that
woman of his."
"Where were they headed?"
Tennent pointed up the docks. "Is there some sort of trouble?" His
expression grew a bit stern, and for a moment he was Danae's father
again.
"No sir," she hastily replied. "I just need to tell him something
important."
"Go quickly then," he replied, his expression softening. "You might
still catch him. He was looking for a boat to rent."
"A boat ..." she said, then ran off up the street.
Danae considered her words as she ran. Why hadn't she told
Captain Tennent? Surely he could help. She slowed to go back, but the image of
her father appeared in her mind, stern and unforgiving. Captain Tennent
was not like that, she knew, but she just couldn't make herself go back.
She ran on, scanning the gloom at the water's edge for a familiar face.
She ran the entire length of Commercial Street and ended up back at
the ruins of the old burnt docks. The skeletal frame of the new baths
stood out pale in the gloom. She stood there, helpless. She had not seen
either of the two in the many faces she had passed on the street. She
stamped her feet impatiently as she caught her breath. She remembered
the conversation she had shared with Blen. She could imagine him,
feeling trapped between a woman he wanted and a life he loved. She
wanted to go back and punch that cook in the face, whoever he was, but
then she remembered her last conversation with her father and calmed
down.
Danae froze as a tinkling of laughter came to her ears. It was a
man and a woman, laughing together. She again stilled her breath, and it
came again, along with a few faint words, unintelligible. The voice she
recognized, though: Blen. She spun about, looking into the dark. The
sounds came again, from offshore. She cast her gaze seaward. The area
near the docks was punctuated with the tiny lights from ships at anchor.
The glassy sea reflected the lights like dancing fireflies. Drawing
closer was one ship that was quite well illuminated, a passenger barge.
It glowed with many lanterns hidden behind oilskin screens. Many figures
moved on its deck: it was hosting a party of some sort. Again came the
voices, low and indistinct, but not from the barge. She turned and
followed a nearby line of charred pilings with her gaze. There, about
five chains offshore, between her and the barge, a small light
glimmered.
Danae walked to the edge of the water. Here the seawall was gone,
and the shore sloped gently into the water. There were no people or
boats at this end of the docks. The construction workers had left,
taking the onlookers with them. There were no boats here to borrow.
Danae stared out at that tiny light for just a moment, then began to
strip. She pulled off her sailor's garb, tossing each item over a nearby
piling stump. Once bare, she paused a moment, closed her eyes, touched
the lines Blen had painted on her skin that morning, and muttered a
short phrase. Then she ran out into the water. The shock of the cold
brought back the startled look of Tennent's face as she had grabbed him
in the storm and waves, and then she disappeared beneath the waterline.
It had been her grandmother, her father's mother, who had taught
her the spell and had first drawn the lines on her body. Her father had
been livid when he had seen them, the overlapping black lines that
formed the fish scales on her skin. Danae had been standing on the pier
with her grandmother, shivering naked in the evening air, when her
father stormed down the beach and confronted his mother. Danae had stood
there, shaking and crying, as the two argued. She had thought that her
father would be pleased that his mother had chosen her to receive this
family secret. After the passing of Danae's mother, Danae had gravitated
toward her grandmother, learning many things from her, and this had
pleased her father. But he had not been happy that day. The argument had
ended when Danae's grandmother turned and pushed Danae off the edge of
the pier. Danae had screamed as she fell, and the cold water filled her
open mouth when she hit. In that instant she had learned the truth.
It was that truth that filled Danae's awareness as she swam out
into the sea. That truth was always most obvious near the surface. No
matter how rough or cold the water, when the enchantment held her, the
air seemed more harsh. The water was more soothing, more friendly, more
like home. Beneath the surface her limbs seemed more free, as if the
water supported them better than the land ever could. And she was fast.
Danae held her head above the water just long enough to get her
bearings, then struck out in the direction of the light. With powerful,
easy strokes she slipped through the water. To her eyes the sea was
actually better lit than the world above, the water glowing with a deep
emerald hue.
She could hear for leagues, and the tastes of the ocean were like a
long tale told by a master storyteller. The pilings slipped past in
rapid succession. As she drew near her goal the light from the sole
lantern flooded the water, opening up galleries of wonders. Danae almost
turned away, to head seaward, to head home. Her mammal mind still ruled,
however. She turned and slipped upward into the night.
The fire that had demolished the old warehouses had spared just one
corner of the old pier, and it was too far out to be demolished. Above
her a triangle of slats blotted out the dim glow from the night clouds.
Beside the last piling was a small boat, and a rope ladder that led
upward. Danae squeezed her eyes hard to clear the blurriness from them;
it was so much easier to see underwater. She coughed out a mouthful of
water, then another. She listened. From above came small, happy sounds.
She called Blen's name.
The sounds stopped. "Hello?" came the tentative reply after a
moment. Danae ducked back down under the water, diving deep before
turning back toward the surface. She pushed hard against the water,
gathering as much speed as possible, and leaped upward in a fountain of
water. She cleared the edge of the platform with ease, drawing herself
forward with her hands. Drawing her legs under her, she settled down
onto her haunches, taking in the scene. There were old nets heaped up
against a piling, with canvas atop that. Light from a lamp revealed Blen
reclining on the canvas. His shirt was open, and his canvas pants were
rolled up under his head like a pillow. His legs were covered instead
with Hernorala, who was resting her head on his thigh. Both gave a
started yell, and then clutched each other.
"Stop," Danae said. She tried to focus her eyes on them, but her
eyes turned instead to the darkness, toward the sea. She could feel the
heat radiating off their bodies. How odd, that a body would be warm like
the sun, and not cool like the water.
"W-what!? W-who are you?" Blen stammered. "What ... what are you
doing here?"
Danae squeezed her eyes hard and shook her head, letting her hair
whip about. She heard Blen and Hernorala protest as cold water hit them
both, but Danae needed to clear her mind. The spell was strong because
it had to be, but Danae now needed to speak as a human, not swim as a
fish. She opened her eyes again. Hernorala was now hidden behind Blen,
who was shielding her.
"It's alright ... it ... me," Danae said. "Danae. I came ... warn
you."
"Danae?" There was shock and wonder in Blen's voice. Danae watched
his eyes as they darted back and forth, up and down, covering her entire
body. She saw recognition and awareness bloom in his expression.
"Hernorala, it's Danae, from the ship." He sat up. "Warn us? Why?"
Danae again closed her eyes for a moment. She shivered once, the
spell waning a bit. By the time she opened her eyes Hernorala had
retrieved her skirt and was using it to cover Blen's midsection.
"That ..." Danae pointed at the pink bottle of potion. "Pink ...
don't use ... Hern ... Hernorala," Danae said. "Someone ... switched."
Words were difficult, as if her throat was not meant for speaking.
"Switched ... switched the bottle?" Hernorala replied. "What do you
mean?"
"The cook. He wants your job." Danae swallowed hard to clear her
throat. "He saw ... your pink bottle. He dumped it, refilled it.
Nightfruit."
"Why would Jase do that?" Hernorala asked. A detached part of
Danae's mind filed the cook's name away for future reference.
"He wants you pregnant." Danae returned their blank stare for a
long moment, forcing herself to continue caring about these two
warm-blooded land dwellers. "He thinks if you ... are pregnant ... you
will lose your job."
Hernorala and Blen looked at each other for a long moment, then
Hernorala rested her head on Blen's hip. Blen turned toward Danae, a
slight smile on his face.
"He's too late," Blen said. "We got married tonight. We came out
here to celebrate."
Danae blinked. Her shivering stopped, and a slow smile graced her
blue lips.
"I love Blen," Hernorala said, "and I already have
Captain Tennent's permission to join the crew. I'll be coming with you. Jase can
have my job."
"And as for the pink potion," Blen added, looking down at his wife,
"I think we can work around that." Hernorala smiled broadly and kissed
his hip.
"Good." Danae found herself staring out to sea again. Suddenly the
urge to swim hit her like a mallet. She turned toward the edge of the
ramshackle shelter and leaned forward.
"Thank you, Danae!" Blen's words caught her before she could dive
over. She turned back to the entwined couple. "Thank you for warning us.
I'm glad you can be happy with us."
Danae stared at the two, but they were just two land animals now,
hot and strange. She turned back to the water. Below her, she caught
sight of her own reflection in the dancing water. Dusky blue skin and
wide, slitted eyes stared back at her. Her hair was matted and green,
and the slope of her shoulders and breasts were plated with iridescent
scales. She looked just like her grandmother had looked, the last time
Danae, or anyone else, had ever seen her. Now Danae leaned over and
slipped back into the water.
Danae turned and swam away from the pilings. Her initial task
complete, she now felt a different urge: hunger. Danae knew that the
spell only lasted so long; the soup and the stew she had fed it would
keep her alive only for a while in the frigid sea. The spell had to be
fed, and what it was fed determined what future the spell bearer would
live. Flesh or fowl, root or leaf, all these foods were fine, so long as
they grew above the waterline. But fish or seaweed were a different
matter.
A memory flashed across her consciousness: her grandmother bobbing
in the waves, green hair flowing across her bare shoulders. She'd had a
distant look on her face and a fish clenched between her teeth. Danae
had known even then what her grandmother was feeling, having felt that
same urge herself. Now that same hunger seized her again. Over and over
she repeated in her mind the warnings her father had given her of not
eating fish while under the spell, but the words seemed more and more
strange, mere sounds without true meaning. Her fish mind didn't care.
She was free now, free to swim and taste the world. Ahead the water was
lit again, and she was there in a thought, circling around the strange,
slow thing. She bumped it and scratched it. Dimly her mammalian mind
told her it must be the passenger barge, coming in to dock. Cold
curiosity seized her, and she surfaced to take a look. The lights burned
her great eyes, and the water called again, but curiosity held her aloft
for a long moment. The revelers onboard stood stunned, drinks in hand,
and stared back. The one woman dropped her glass and pointed.
"Nisheg!" She screamed. "It's the nisheg!" The call was taken up in
an instant by the others, but Danae didn't care. She dropped back into
the water and swam off.
Danae didn't remember catching the fish. She remembered heading for
shore, and she remembered leaping easily from the water to the top of
the piling. It was only then that she noticed the fish in her hands. It
was still wriggling, impaled on the talons that her fingernails had
become. It was otherwise intact, but only part of her mind cared about
that now. She was going to eat it. She looked across the water at the
ship docked not a chain away. It was the Friendly Lion. Captain Tennent
stood on the deck, staring in her general direction. He must have heard
the splash she had made, but he could not see her in the darkness. Danae
didn't want him to see her, even though she had come to bid him goodbye.
Her father had yelled and screamed when she had left her village as
a girl of fifteen. Standing on the deck of the monthly trading ship as
it pulled away from dock, she had watched as he helplessly shouted and
cursed at her. His curses turned to pleading as the distance grew, and
then to wailing, and then faded away completely. The last words Danae
could make out were the ancient chant of warning against eating fish.
Then he was gone. Now Danae was leaving again, but there was no one to
call for her, no one to warn her. All that lingered were deep, cold
thoughts that didn't want to be warned, that just wanted to eat and go,
but still she sat and watched.
"It was inevitable," Danae's mind told her. "The women of your
family always leave. Your mother left you when she died, your
grandmother left for a life in the ocean, and you left your father
behind. You have no choice, really; it's in your blood. You always
leave."
But there was still a part of her that didn't want to leave, not
really. She hadn't wanted Blen to leave; that was why she had gone out
to warn them. Now he wouldn't be leaving, but he would bring in another
person to the crew. What would she be then? Did the Friendly Lion really
need two junior crew? It was probably best if she left. The sea would
welcome her home.
With a fluid motion Danae dropped off the piling and into the
water. She slipped over to the side of the Friendly Lion, touching her
hull and tasting the flavor of her wood in the water. Danae could also
smell the blood from the fish still in her hand. Slowly she drifted to
the surface, her head breaking the waterline just beside the anchor
rope. There she floated, lost between two worlds. She wanted to swim
away; she wanted to go back onboard and continue her life. She wanted
the sea; she wanted warmth and dry clothes. She wanted an end.
A movement caught her eye. From the darkness a rat swam into sight.
It was coming from shore, and was heading for the nearby anchor rope. As
Danae watched, the rat reached the rope and hauled itself out of the
water, climbing upward. It hesitated at the old ratcatcher, sniffing
about for a hole in the oft-mended device. It wants in, but it doesn't
want to get caught, Danae thought, just like me. She then slipped back
under the water, leaving behind only a ripple.
The rat looked down briefly, then continued to search for a way in.
Suddenly, below it, the water erupted. There was a squeak, and the rat
was gone. After a moment Captain Tennent looked over the railing. All he
saw was a dead fish floating on the water.
Dawn found Captain Tennent mending sails just outside the cabin
door. The docks were quietly busy, and the sky slate grey. He turned
when the cabin door opened. In the dimness of the small cabin stood
Danae. She paused there a moment, shielding her eyes with her hand, then
she looked down at her body. The morning light revealed dusky brown skin
from chest to feet. Here and there were traces of black lines. Once
continuous, they were now only fragments.
"Welcome back," Tennent said simply.
Danae stared at him a moment. "Captain."
"I fetched your clothes for you. They're under my bunk."
"Thank you."
"Blen came by to ask about you. I told him you came back early last
night." He tugged the needle through the canvas.
"I ..." Danae ran her hand through her short hair, plucking out
seaweed. "Thank you."
Tennent looped the needle back through the sailcloth. "You hear
such crazy things on the docks these days. There's a rumor going around
that a bunch of drunks from the Old City saw the sea hag's daughter last
night down by the new baths. Said she came right up to their barge and
nearly swamped it. Crazy, huh?"
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